| Even more disappointed..... |
[Sep. 27th, 2008|03:58 pm] |
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So, after getting my dissertation back on Thursday and feeling slightly disappointed I thought, never mind, it doesn't really matter as at least I have a job all lined up ready to go in to. WRONG! Yesterday, after two months of waiting I got a letter from the Met police to say that the Intelligence Analyst job I was offered is no longer available as they have had to make some cut backs and they no longer have the number of vacancies they anticipated
So now I'm mostly feeling rubbish and useless and embarassed for making everyone feel proud and excited for me for no reason and am not really sure what to do now. Obviously I'm going to carry on applying for anything I can get my hands on, but most of these things take about six months to process and in the meantime I'm stuck earning next to nothing counting tins of beans (amongst other things) for a living. Jonny and I were hoping to set a date for our wedding and book it next time we're back in Jersey but that's not going to happen if there's no guarantee that I'm going to be earning enough to be able to put some money aside to start organising things.
Anyway, don't know why I'm writing this except for that I'm feeling sorry for myself! I'm sure something will come along soon and this obviously wasn't meant to be but it took so long to get to this stage that the prospect of starting all over again isn't very appealing! |
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Aw no that sucks. I hope something comes along for you soon! :)
*hugs and picks you up, dusting you off* Right Miss I have one thing to say, no more feeling sorry for yourself. You will get another job and you know what, it'll be better pay, better hours and you won't be in Tesco forever. How do I know this? Because I am Nat and I know these things... also let's just say a little birdie told me so (when reading my tarot cards). | |
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